Thursday, February 5, 2009

Do I exist to you?... Cause I feel invisible...


Nothing seems to be the same anymore, I just want things the way they were before.

The relationship I had with the person I love so dear and hold so near isn’t the same and I don’t what to do… I can’t talk to this person and tell them I love them with all my heart. It seems as if nothing is ever good enough for them. I try my hardest to please them and they don’t except it. It hurts so bad to not be loved the same way you love someone. I wish things were different, sometimes I feel as if I’m not there, like I never existed. What more can I do for this person that I love so much?

God help me, I need you more than ever now, I need your guidance… Show me where to go, show me what to do, show me how to love as you did...

Nobody knows my pain, my suffering, my depression, my drama... Does anybody care?

To the person this refers to I want you to know that I love you and no matter what I will always love you.... Your my heart, my soul, my everything... Without you I can't breathe, you gave me life, and I Thank You for that!!!

1 comment:

Demetrius Alexander said...

People c u, u just dnt realize it, even the most popular people in the world have problems similar to yours. stop thinking like that dont try to please the world. You only live once so why would u let the way another individual looks at you effect the way u fell about yourself you can only be you. You gone have you haters and that's a great thing the more the better I always say. When people talk down and hat on you you must be intimidating them in some kind of way and you should keep up the good work. and smile. God loves u.